Motherhood is unknown and that is ok. It is ok to have an off day, week or in my case month. I haven't been myself this month and I've struggled with that. I haven't shot for my family or raised my son the way I see fit and I've let it bother me and that is not fair to me. If this were anyone else going through what I'm going through I'd say take a breath, take a step back, be kind to yourself, yet I am not doing any of those things for myself. I figure until my scans in 3 weeks things will be tough, I'm scared of the unknown, I'm scared of the known, I'm just off but this too shall pass.
It will get easier.
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